| hey kiddos, i got a new journal |
[02 Aug 2004|12:58am] |
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i will no longer be unpdating this journal. i have another one off the same site (livejournal.com). my new username is heyromantica
you can leave me a note on my new username to let me know if you want to be on my favorites list. thanks kids. love you all.
sorry if there's confusion.
-katy
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| i'm at steph palmers house! |
[25 Jul 2004|09:50am] |
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i spent the night here last night, and fell asleep on the couch at about 12. so she left me there, and now i'm awake and have nothing to do... so i turned on her mom's laptop that was left upstairs last night, and here i am. heh. i had a decent night's sleep. i meant to wake up and go to church at 9:45 this morning, but i woke up at 9:30, leaving me no time to get ready, or get there. sorry dad. it makes me feel bad, because i wanted to surprise my dad by showing up after i told him i probably wasn't he really wanted me to be there. dangit.
i miss sebastian like hell. today's his fifth day to be gone. after today, there's still ten days left. that's really unfortunate. i've been keeping myself busy though, and i've had a lot of fun with my friends. i need to hang out with rob and kyle though. i haven't seen them in forever. that's unusaul. i'll probably give rob a call tomorrow. i want today to be my "home all day and all night watching chick flicks" day. it sounds like fun to me.
so, if anyone wants to hang out before the summer's up, give me a call, because there are a lot of you (kristyn, branden, laura, melissa, michelle, etc.) that i still need to hang out with.
school starts on the eleventh. dangit. that's just over two weeks away. and not parking lots, and no new light and sound systems for the dubious cypress creek high school. ugh! i'm all for making creek a better place, but over the summer. not so that there are no parkinglots so the juniors can't drive. luckily, lauren best is giving me rides to school. i just hope she hasn't forgotten. heh. i'll give her a call.
well, i guess that's it. i should get going now. later.
-katy "i have nothing witty to say" parr
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| bennigans sucks. i'm boycotting. |
[21 Jul 2004|10:44pm] |
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reasons why bennigans sucks:
- the waiter called me fat and stupid.
- the waiter called laura a bad friend.
- the waiter spilled a bowl of potato soup on my arm.
- the waiter talked about sex fluids and penises... during dinner.
- service takes forever.
- they're mean about noise level.
- the foods not exactly outstanding.
- they hire butt-head waiters.
so that pretty much sums up week three staff dinner. heh. awesome, huh? camp hope's been fairly stressful, but awesome, as always. i'm very tired.
sorry i haven't been updating. i forget.
-katy "a woman scorned" parr
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[13 Jul 2004|12:31am] |
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Full name: kathryn mary parr
Nicknames: katy/katy parrfect
Sex: lady
Age: 16
Birthday: january 8, 1988
Birth place: midland, mi
Current residence: h-town
Zodiac Sign: capricorn
Parents names: patsy and dale
Sibling's names and ages: abigail- 18, chris- 25 (26?), jeff- 27 (28?)
Pets: tippy, skittles, and luscious
Love Life
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes
If so, who are they?: sebastian
How long have you been dating?: eight and a half months
Do you have a crush?: no
Would you rather be single or taken right now?: hmm.. i wonder
How many people have you dated this past year?: one
How many people have you kissed in your life?: non-relations? one
How many people have you said "I love you too" and meant it?: non-relations? a couple (friends and sabby)
If you didn't mean it, why did you say it?: i never didn't mean it
Have you ever had a hard time getting over someone?: yes
Are you friends with your ex/exes?: i don't have any
Have you ever cheated on someone?: no
Have you ever been cheated on?: not that i know of... heh
What's the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for you?: i don't reallt know
What do you look for in your ideal mate?: too many things to list... sophistocated humor and intelligence
Biggest Turn-ons: humor, intellegence, obvious Christianity (not so much a turn-on, but it's so attractive), good looks
Turn-offs: stupidity
Friends
Nicest: rob or mel
Bitchiest: i don't know
Prettiest: moosh
Best eyes: kyle
Best hair: moosh
Biggest Flirt: i don't know
Tallest: branden
Shortest: moosh
Most likely to become a serial killer?: kyle or rob
Most caring?: kara or mel
Most trustworthy?: rob
Most likely to go out with you?: none... julia goolia!!
Best body?: julia
Most like you?: i really don't know. sometimes rob, sometimes moosh
Most fun to be with?: all of them
Ever Been Called...
Dumb?: yes
Retarded?: not so much as being called "a tard". compliments of abigail
Ugly?: yes
Hot?: not so much
Fat?: not by any other than myself
Anorexic?: no
A waste of space?: not those exact words
Useless?: yes
Sexy?: maybe
Smelly?: yes... kyle
A Slut?: only jokingly
Beautiful?: yes. thanks sebastian and travis... mostly sebastian
Smart?: yes
Quiet?: on occasion
Boring?: by camp hope campers
A Bitch?: you bet
Rebel?: kind of
Conceited?: no
Currently
What are you wearing?: pajama pants and a t-shirt
Who are you talking to?: myself
How is the weather?: gross and humid
What are you listening to?: death cab for cutie
What/Who are you thinking about?: mostly how i wish i could be with sebastian
What are you eating/drinking?: nothing
What are you looking forward to: the weekend
What are you dreading?: waking up tomorrow
How are you feeling?: tired
How is your hair?: tangled in a chlorine filled bun (thanks steph)
What time is it?: 12:43 am
Emotions
What emotion do you feel the most?: now? bored. normally? meloncholy
What emotion is the best?: does confidence count as an emotion?
Worst?: lonely
What songs make you cry?: none really. "transatlanticism" and "passenger seat" don't reall help though
What always cheers you up?: being with sebastian
What make you madder than anything?: when people know they're doing something wrong, but still do it.
What hurts you the most?: felling left out/lonely/read above
Which person always makes you happy?: a lot of people. mostly sebastian
Depressed?: dear old mommy and daddy
Are you a really emotional person?: very much so
What do you do when you're depressed?: listen to music
What song do you think was written about your life?: i don't really know
When Was The Last Time You..
Kissed?: about 30 minutes ago
Had sex?: in 5 years
Cried?: friday
Got dumped?: never
Dumped someone?: never
Three Things
3 things you enjoy doing
1. praising Jesus
2. being with those i love (friends)
3. sleeping
3 things you hate
1. lies
2. george bush
3. republican values
3 things you regret
1. nothing
2. nothing
3. nothing
3 things you are looking forward to
1. sleeping
2. school
3. the weekend
3 things you dislike about yourself
1. my body
2. my temper
3. my lack of faith in others
3 things that describe your looks
1. tall
2. average
3. super emo queen (hahaha)
Issues
"Do you do drugs?: never
Do you have a mental disability?: no
Are you on any medication for any type of disorder?: no
What kind?: nothing
Do you or have you ever had an eating disorder?: no
What kinds of illnesses run in your family?: high cholesterol, alcoholism
Who was the last person you...
Talked to?: sebastian
Yelled at?: dad
Kissed?: sebastian
Hugged?: sebastian
Flirted with?: sebastian
Talked to on the phone?: sebastian
IMed?: i don't know, it was forever ago.
Made love to?: no one
Fought with?: sebastian
Worried about?: i don't know
Wanted to kill?: killing is mean
Cried over?: sebastian/dad/moosh, mel, and laura
Thought about?: laura (i wrote her name last up there)
Are you...
Understanding?: so i'm told
Pretty?: so i'm told (not often enough)
Nice?: i attempt to be
A bitch?: it's possible
Hard to get?: not really
Confident?: not at all
Depressed?: on occasion
Hyper?: not so often
Popular?: not so much
Friendly?: sometimes
Sexy?: no, not at all
Hungry?: i eat out of boredom... is that bad
Original?: i'd like to think so, though i think i'm not
Shy?: when i don't know anyone i'm around
Emotional?: very very very much so
Messy?: yes.
Arrogant?: no, i don't think so
Immature?: when i want to be, but not usually
Sad?: often
Trusting?: with few
Healthy?: maybe
Sleepy?: yes
Lonely?: only for the moment
Independent?: yes
Romantic?: hopelessly
actual entry
them chilluns makin' me damn tirrd. heh, camp hope it wearing me out like you would not believe. maybe it's because i don't get a whole bunch of sleep. insomniac anyone? heh. it doesn't help that i'm sick either.
i just got really dizzy, and it's not going away. i think that's my cue to sleep. i'll write more later.
-katy "about to fall out of my chair" parr
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| break the habit please |
[04 Jul 2004|05:57pm] |
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nothing ever changes...
i am very tired. i get to bed after one every night, and wake up before nine every morning. camp hope starts tomorrow, so now i'll be getting up before eight. at least i'm working with carolyn. yeah! i get games too. i think i might try to be games director next year. i like games.
i saw "the notebook" today. it was really good. really long, but really good. i cried, and so did sebastian, his mom, and his step-dad. it was funny to see jim cry. that movie made being in love feel so good... if it's possible that it gets any better.
a lot has changed.
julia and i hung out yesterday afternoon, and it was so fun. i spent 75 dollars on crafts. woops. it's stuff i'll use, so i don't know what the big deal is. we went to hooby lobby, then i ran some errands, and then we went over to her dad's and made crafts while russel told us random facts about bam margera. heh. it was a lot of fun. i had a great time. yay. julia's one of the coolest people i know.
i think i'm hanging out with the kids tonight, but it might just be me and sebastian. either way, i'm as happy as a clam.
-katy "don't let the smiles fool you" parr
sorry i seem to be in a bad mood. mommy and daddy tend to have that effect on me.
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[27 Jun 2004|11:38pm] |
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"this is what they do to guys like us in prison"my chem. rom |
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"look in my eyes
i'm jaded now whatever that means
by sharing these things
i rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means.
hard to see up,
my neck feels stiff until i wake up.
the orange I choked
and back to my neck.
it's worth my time
whatever that means.
share with me,
cause i need it right now.
let me see your insides.
or write me off,
cause i'd rather starve now
if you won't open up.
give it to me.
give me all. whatever you want.
it's never been me
to want this much from you.
i can see,
it tears me up.
share with me,
cause i need it right now.
let me see your insides.
or write me off,
cause i'd rather starve now
if you won't open up.
it tears me up."
that's definately by the used (haven't listened to them in forever), and i'm definately feeling the words right about now. i guess i'm sick of things that are one sided.
i know i'm being delusional, but let me bask and sulk in my delusions.
warped tour's tomorrow. i'm really excited... i guess. some of the company may not be the best. let's just say i'm getting aggravated with the monotony of certain people. (yet they always surprise me.)
mich- i'll have frozen treats and pudding for you on tuesday, and maybe some other surprises. : )
-katy
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| ever blacked out at one of your favorite bands shows? i have! |
[25 Jun 2004|11:27pm] |
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so, last night i went to see north star (yep, two words... nice one) at fat cat's with sabby, branden, kristen (lewandowki) and rob. we get there like, an hour early, so we stand for the hour outside in the gross, hot humid air. we get inside, more standing. we get into the crowd (right in the thick of it), and listen to the first band. not too bad. every song sounded way similar though. then we wait for spitalfield to take down and northstar to set up. i start feeling woozy, hot, and dizzy. my ears also started to pop, like there was a change in air pressure (is that supposed to happen before you pass out?). i can't stand up straight, because i'm too busy falling into the person cramped in next to me. (i swear, we were like sardines in the front.) after telling myself i was okay, and telling everyone else i was okay, i told sebastian i had to get out of the crowd. so, as northstar was beginning their first song, i was in the back of fat cat's drinking a lot of water, and sitting down. after the first one though, i had to go back in. so sebastian led me through the crowd, up to the front where our friends were. (by the way, my vision was cutting in and out as i exited the crowd before my 3 cups of water and sitting down.) for the rest of the set i was fine.
the car ride home, however, was a different story. i got ubernaucious, and i couldn't keep my eyes open. my breathing was really labored, and my whole body ached. i never felt so sick in my whole life. sebastian and i got jack in the box, and went back to his place. so i layed down on the couch and started crying. i hurt so bad, and felt so bad for making everyone leave after northstar, and bitching the whole way home, that i couldn't help but bawl. after that i ate half of my burger, and napped on sebastian's couch. sebastian took me home at 11, and i felt a little bit better. he fell asleep with me on my bed, and then left at 12. he took such good care of me last night. it meant the world to me.
so, today was supposed to be warpred tour. it got postponed until monday. not so bad for me considering last night's trauma. heh. i need to sleep a lot before a day of high energy, and free tickets and backstage (all access) passes. sorry branden. time for tv.
i hope dp went well, i miss you all, and i can't wait to start camp hope. (let me know if you still read this, church kids.)
-katy
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[24 Jun 2004|01:52am] |
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i'm listening to the new chemical romance cd right now. sebastian's letting me borrow it. i like it a lot.
the last few days have been monotonus. going to rob's, hanging out with the drama kids. hanging out with sebastian (since yesterday at six). he just got back from his unt orientation. he met a lot of new friends. yay for him. it's good to get to be around him for more than a day. heh. i've been hanging out with nessa a lot more than usual lately. that's really cool, because i like her a lot. yeah.
i wish i had the balls to call each of you. i'm afraid of rejection.
so tonight's the northstar/piebald show. yeah buddy. curfew is 11:30. that's cool. it's a 1/2 hour later. tomorrow is warped tour. free tickets, and maybe (but most likely not) backstage passes. jealous? i thought so. i'm excited about it. taking back sunday, coheed and cambria, and my chemical romance anyone? yes please, i'll have some.
i think i'm going to go now. this is boring me.
-katy
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| things for the last week and a half. |
[15 Jun 2004|10:46pm] |
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i got back from doe river on saturday. i'm not going to give my weeks account, but i will say that a lot of things have changed within me, and i've decided to make the right choices in life. things were getting way off track. i almost slipped up once already, but luckily, someone was there to catch me. i love doe river.
i left last sunday for oregon/washington to visit and meet the parr side of my family. wow. overwhelming. i've met so many family members in the last few days, and i love it. saturday i met my aunt patty and her sons eric and ryan. eric's marrie to christy, and their daughter is amber. ryan is married to merlinda, and their son is anthony. then i saw my uncle steve and aunt kaye for the second time. i met theri son nathan. yesterday, i met all the extended family. there was a lot of them. i never realized my dad had such a big family. today we went to the columbia river gorge. it was teh most beautiful thing i've seen in the last 16 years. yes, even more beautiful (asthetically) than doe river. please don't shun me you guys. then i went to the cemetary. i saw my grandma mary's grave, and got to say hello and goodbye to her all at once. then i went to my grandpa's grave. that was really hard for me. i didn't get to go to his funeral when he died in 2000, so i never got to say goodbye. in fact, the last time i saw him was when i was like, ten. i cried a lot when i had to say goodbye. my dad cried in front of me for the first time. that was weird. then we went to portland to see the japanese garden and the rose garden. the japanese garden was very serene and beautiful. i loved it. portland is my new favorite city. it's built on the side of a mountain, and it's so clean and nature-y. it's cool to see a downtown area that's not really gross. so, here i am. tomorrow morning i'm going to go to my brother chris' house. not excited.
i get back on sunday. everyone call me with plans please. i miss everyone.
sabby got three tatoos without me. the bastard.
just kidding.
-katy "i'm way too jealous for my own good" parr
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| mixed feelings about "harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban" (movie) |
[04 Jun 2004|06:04pm] |
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it was my favorite book out of the series, so i had high expectations. too bad the movie had a lot of differences from the book. it was really fast-paced, and really random. i don't like how many things there were that were not in the book. that bothered me. if i hadn't read the book, i would've loved it to no end, but since i have, i thought it was good. my favorite hp movie, that's for sure.
i'm going to do something ballsy tomorrow, and that makes me nervous. i don't like putting myself out there, especially when i don't feel like i'm going to get a response. yikes.
so tonight sabby and i are getting take-out from peiwei, then we're going swimming, then we're watching "love actually". excited anyone? yes.
life seems to be looking up (in certain areas).
we leave for drg tomorrow, and we get there sunday. i'm dreading the bus ride there, but i'm excited about camp. i'm not dreading the bus ride home, because last year, it was really fun. just the anticipation of getting to doe river gorge is gut wrenching. tennessee, watch out, TEXAS is coming!
yeeeehaaaawwww!!
-katy "way too excited" parr
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| i like the summer time |
[02 Jun 2004|07:24pm] |
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i want to write about something, but i can't. don't worry, it's not about you. sincerely.
so, i've basically hung out with sabby, robby, jordan, kyle, and branden so far, and i think they're the only people i'm going to end up hanging out with. haha. hope has been lost, while being gained in another source. ah well. i'm hanging out with the same group again tonight, but without kyle and with lizzie. maybe nessa too. drama kids fo' life yo! haha. i'm getting all harcore drama friends, and i like it. they're the good ones. i think they're coming over tomorrow to go swimming with me. yeah! i'm excited about that. swimming is cool. kyle just called, he's hanging out with us tonight! yeah bitches!
-katy "your bullshit is getting old" parr
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| my 50-something year old aunt goes to bed early |
[31 May 2004|11:22am] |
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and i don't like it, because it's in my room.
yesterday wasa pretty good day. my dad was being horrible, but what else is new. i went to kate's party, and it made me happy beyond reason when she gave me a reallllly big hug. kate- that was the first step to brightening my day. you are the best. we need to hang out.
then i went to sabby's grad party, and had a hard time remembering the names of all of jim's family. there are so many of them, and they all look so alike! i got ubertired at sabby's, and left at 10:30. it's not too early, but earlier that i expected. i wish i could've seen robby though. he got there at 11:30-ish. there was no way anyway.
i want to write about something, but it would be tasteless on my part, so i should just go finish getting ready for the day.
-katy "i'm sorry i suck so much" parr
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| so much family! and not just mine! crazy! |
[29 May 2004|10:22pm] |
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why is it that i feel so left out? i promised myself i wouldn't care.
on another note, my aunt barby, cousin amber, her husband pat, and their son danny came into town today for abigail's graduation tomorrow. that's crazy. it seems like just yesterday we were locked outside of the house on chapel lane in the snow in nothing but bathing suits. i'm sure no one understood that. maybe meghan or kate. i'm sure they've heard the stories. anyway, the family is awesome. danny is the cutest baby i've ever seen, and i love to play with him. he's four months old. awww.
i also met sebastian's dad, sister (misty), cousin (janessa), grandma anzaldo, and nephew (jordan). tomorrow his mom and jim's families are coming into town, and i'm excited to see them all, because i know them and have known them for a while. i was kind of introverted today. i guess i'm just kind of nervous to meet them. i want to make a good impression.
anyway, i'm really tired, and in a bad mood, so i think i'll go to bed. or, rather, to couch. my aunt's in my bed until tuesday, so i'm in the tv room. yeah! good nights' sleep for katy.
-katy "i'm a wench when i'm tired" parr
i'm really disappointed in you.
you really hurt me this time.
you have time for everyone but me.
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| i hit a pole. in my car. |
[26 May 2004|06:08pm] |
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imagine me running up to a pole and hitting it. or kicking it. that would be funny. i was backing out of my garage, and hit a basketball hoop pole. damnit. i have a gigantic dent on the back part of my car, but ah well. i'm not really in trouble, so whatever.
i took my examen de espanol today. that was fun. not really. then i came home, showered, sabby came over, backed into a pole, went to subway, didn't get in trouble, ate the sub, sat around with sabby, went back to school to sell ads for drama, sold ads, went to jeff's house to swim, went to sonic, came home, cleaned, and here i am. on the way to and from sonic, brit and ness were in the back seat of andrew(pettijohn)'s car, and yelled at cars next to us. ness kept thowing frenchfries at people. it was way funny. swimming was fun too. sebastian and i lose at chicken fights. stupid weak boyfriend. jsut kidding.
at 7 i'm going back over to jeff's to watch movies, then i'm spending the night with brit and nessa at nessa's house.
i'm excited.
i should get back to cleaning.
-katy "cleaning for family" parr
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[22 May 2004|11:49am] |
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yeah, that sucks.
anyway, last night was probably one of my favorite nights with sebastian since we started dating about 7 months ago. (haha, you said it wouldn't last. in your face!) all we did was watch tv together, and eat. heh. i don't know why i liked it so much, but i guess i had nothing on my mind but happy things. he has that effect on me.
so, i'm all out cleaning my room over the next week, because my aunt barby is sleeping in it when she comes down for graduation next week. it was soo messy. you literally couldn't see the floor. i'm not even close to done yet, but the floor's looking better (or it's looking at all), and i'm kind of stoaked to have a clean room. i love having a clean room, but i hate cleaning it. heh. that sucks. but i'm uberexcited about my cousin amber, her husband pat (most awesome guy ever), and their baby boy danny coming here. yeah! danny was born of fed. 1st, 2004. i'm so excited. 2:00 next saturday.
so tonight is banquet. yeah! i really don't think i'll get officer, so i don't have high hopes. i have hopes, but not high ones. i'll be disappointed if i don't make it, but it won't be the end of the world. i'm really looking forward to it, and i really hope it's not cut short. the officers suck and didn't plan a place to go after dinner for senior wills etc., so we're going to the auditorium. the only problem with that, is when miller leaves (or carrell, or dias), we have to leave too. so, hopefully we get through what everyone wants to do. i'm anxious.
i'm also going to meghan's graduation party this afternoon. that'll be fun. i like her. it sucks that we start to get close when she's leaving for college. i feel bad for missing out on what an awesome person she is all these years. my mom laughed when i told her that meghan and i were good friends. she thought it was strange. i used to hate her. i used to be really judgemental.
okay, so i should get back to work. Lord knows i won't.
-katy "i'm excited about everything (apparently)" parr
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| thinking is no good for me right now. |
[20 May 2004|12:17am] |
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strange things happened for me today. emotional rollercoaster anyone? no, thank you. i take what i'm dealt, but i'm spread too thin. it's like blackjack, and i busted. i hit on an 18 (great hand), and i busted. i took a chance, and i messed up. i don't like myself. i can't look at myself in the mirror.
i need less time by myself. i can't sleep thinking so much. it's 12:20 am, and i can't sleep. i'm 16, i should be able to fall asleep at midnight if i want to. i might read, but i don't think that'll make me feel better. i was doing so well, then i fell back down. i'm not as low as i was, but when i think about it, i really have a reason to be low this time. i'm trying not to let myself. my mind wanders, and i can't help it's final destination. i'm sinking.
i'm trying sooo hard to be optimistic. so hard. i'm okay. i'm okay. i'm okay.
-katy "you won't ever understand this" parr
unique situations suck.
especially when you feel you have no one to talk to.
i feel like they'll judge me.
i got myself into this hole, now i have to get myself out of it.
with God as my ladder.
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kara's molesting gianfranco. she wants to see his stomach. gianfranco still does funnt stretches in advisory. now he and dane are doing funny dances. like russians. i have a queer (as in strange) advisory.
i'm waering my blazer that travis the aushwitz victim tore. little wench.
so, things are going well for me. could you not tell by yesterday's entry? yeah! summer starts in about five school days, three of which are half days. i have a test all three of them. three tests in three days. that sucks. luckily two of them are in the morning, and that means that i get the whole afternoon. yeah! i hope it's sunny so the pool warms up and i can go swimming.
i get the car tues-thurs next week for school. in your face abigail! too bad she's not going to school on friday, and refuses to let me drive the car to school. maybe dad can carpool, and she can take the infiniti, park it in the visitor's lot, and go to her third period. she only wants to go to photography. hopefully that can work, because no one around me can drive to school. darn.
will someone take me in for a couple of days? during dp, both of my parents and abigail are going to be out of town. abs and mom in lubbock, dad in holland. random? yes. it's a business thing. so, i need someone to take me in. i have someone in mind, but i want to talk about it with them in person. i think that would be more wise. heh.
anyway, i'm tired of testing. today i have cham and history teks test, tomorrow is algebra II, and yesterday i had an algebra II six weeks test. ugh. next week i have three more. lucky i get to exepmt chem and history. score. i get to avoid theatre. i hope. i'm taking it friday instead of next thursday. today i have three monologues due. ahh! memorization up the wazoo. heh. i felt like saying wazoo.
i'm going to go now. this has been too long, ans waaaay too uneventful. sorry to bore you all.
-katy "Jesus rocks" parr
my stomach hurts.
badly.
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| i effing need you now tonight. |
[18 May 2004|10:44am] |
stephani is awesome.
phillip's girlfriend has fake boobies. (phillip is our sub in theatre.)
36c-34d.
they change size from day to day.
stephani will be his new girlfriend/cousin.
she has real boobs.
big ones too.
36c.
i have 36b.
damn.
theatre is fun.
yeah.
firewall is my favorite.
yeah for www.******-tunnel.com
-Katy
BRANDEN HAS A HUGE WANG!!!-
-GBranden
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| i finally had that good cry i've been wanting |
[14 May 2004|05:55pm] |
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i got fired from camp hope.
i cried for about an hour.
that sucks.
i'm on support staff all three weeks.
i get to go to warped tour.
i'm sick of not being okay.
i'm sick of not trusting the one person i should trust (God).
i'm sick of feeling sorry for myself.
i'm sick of not standing up to people that hurt me.
i'm sick of pessimism.
i'm actually okay.
everything does happen for a reason.
kara, meghan, and steph- thanks for the notes. greatly appreciated. thanks so much.
mich- thanks for letting me come to your work and talk to you.
and for letting me stamp things.
this is a song called "broken angel", and it's by hanson. i lvoe it.
"so small and yet still so proud
at night before he dreams, he looks into the clouds
a high flyer's what i want to be
seems they won't let me, says i'm too small
i don't feel small at all
break my dreams, that's what they'll do
well i'm going to run away and learn to fly like you
i'm going to go so high and swoop so low
you can't bring me down
going be so proud
little angel, you've got to learn to fly
get up and earn your wings tonight
little angel, just look in my eyes
get up and earn your wings tonight
push and shove, then climb aboard
this is the shuttle to the top of the world
when you look around what do you see?
these are all high flyers
but none of these high flyers look like me
what is that supposed to mean?
what am i supposed to be?
i pull my way up through this crowd
to find your body crushed on the ground
it's so obvious
why couldn't you see?
that you can't go high flying
without a pair of high-flyer wings
little one's broken lying on the ground
trying to get up 'till his last breath out
wings are strewn everywhere, there's blood all around
'cause even angels die, but that light just fades
it's so sad, but he'd be so proud
broken angel, you've got to learn to fly
get up and earn your wings tonight
broken angel, just look in my eyes
get up and earn your wings tonight
get up and earn your wings
earn your wings tonight"
i love that song.
-katy "i'm really okay" parr
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